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sooo its 8:20 n me n olivia are sitting here drinking coffee. we are waiting to go to school. tis coffee is really good.
--> oo ya n adam.. bestfriends? haa... fuuuck u
bye guys!
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ok so i dont hate adam.. :) he just angers me some times.. but i still care for him as my brother! | | |
| alright sooo im gonna finish tha last entry!
well today was an ok day? people sure know how to piss me off though.. egh.. trance AND adam! both made me angry today! can u believe it.. both of them. not at tha same time, but u know.. and english was crazy fun!
my "sir" gave me a little jewlery box! soo cute! not tha best.. but i really like it!
and tha diet thing is goin pretty good... NO! not a diet to lose weight at all! i hate when people ask me that. im jus stryin to eat alot healthier and work out more.. the work out more is actually working out better then the food. but im juss on this diet thing so that i can get my body in the shape i want it to be for hawaii on spring break! so anyways thas the deal on that.
ive decided i HATE school. i absolutely hate waking up everymorning learning the same mess and seeing the same damn people everyday! i love everyone.. i juss needa break sometimes. if i had a choice id drop out. BUT! id have nothing else to do and i actually wanna go to college...
ok so in bcis we had to write a journal entry and it was.. "if u could eliminate one thing in the world what would it be and why" well some one showed be their entry and i loved it! it said something like.. i would eliminate second feelings, b/c all second feelings do i get in the way of your first true feelings and the second feeling always ends up taken over the real feeling b/c its the newest that come to your mind, and if second feelings were gone then people could learn to actually follow their hearts and know themselves how they really feel, since second feelings can confuse you. -----> anyways.. that was it. and i really liked it for some reason.. i guess my problem is second feelings...
i mean i remember when i used to want to date! and actually get married! and have kids! and try new things and take chances! and share my feelings and do so many things.. and now... i dont want to date at all.. i dont even want to talk about marriage and i sure dont want to think about kids. and i cant say how i feel for nothin to nobody... its so hard now...
ok eww.. gettin to gushy around here..
n senor lopez is on the phone.. what a trip! ha ok we're lauging... time to go
-->niiiiicole<--
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ok so its been almost been a month since i did this. so ill do it again..
i tried tha myspace thing n its haaaard, so i decided i like xanga better. anyways..
ahh wats been up lately?
maaaaayne. well me olivia n amber have been some crazy ass fun. we know how to throw it down. lol.. so out routine is like get ready get throwed n have some fun, we take some crazy pics n juss laugh. then saturday we go o tha mall or out or go eat then saturday night we go to tha movies and actually go watch it, then we go bak to my house n get it throwed all ova again. and let me say this weekend was hella crazy! haha. maaan crazy shyyyyt.
so i have fun with those girls. amber trips me out.. shes crazy. ha love u amber! lovely times!
so and school is great! i got very impressive grades... so we are doin good with that. n adam is helping me stay on top, makin me go straight to class n wat not! (juss kidding adam!)
... n since ive been done w/ hatin and gettin in drama, things are better. i never realized how much drama there really is, and wow. im glad i dont even wanna deal with that nemore. it does nothing for me, at all gettin in ppl business n creating drama for myself, so 4get all that. i got betta things to do. so if people wanna hate n shyt then go ahead i could care less bout u. pretty good huh? naw j/p...
ok i g2g.. so ill do this in a lil bit | | |
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so adam says its time i update this...
lets see.. things have been good lately.
been chillin alot w/ olivia! shes my girl.. i tell ya. j/p..
only a week left of drivers ed! thank god. its sooo boring. but i guess u gota do wat u gota do
these past few weekends ive hung out with olivia n stephanie.. n we've done some crazy stuff man!.. its been fun though. ahaa.. crazy shyt.
n we are sooo on break!!! ***
done quite a but if shopping.. to tell tha truth im tired of shopping.. ive gone to tha mall at least 5 days this week. n im quite tired.
ooo n christmas came by this year! i didnt get alot but what i got was off tha hook. i got:
*my gucci perfume that im in love w!
*the thanksgiving day julius jones jersey
*an mp3 music chip
*to go along w/ my new cell phone! omg.. this hoe is bad ass! it has camer/camcorder on it
w/ side speakers, n its an mp3 player too! ive been wantin it for like 3 months now? it was $400
*n julia got me some jewlery! lol :)
*then i got some more lil stuff but that was the biggest stuff
it was a good christmas this year!
we had our annual party with marlene n her family, it was fun. we played ddr ate dinner opened gifts and juss chilled out.. always fuuuun.
guys? egh.. dont really like any to be perfectly honest. i wish i did.. but im not even worried bout no bois right now.. i gotta learn to put me first. ya know? ive learned that no-1 is gonna look after me except myself!.. so thas the way to do.
so adam has this "big" suprise and im excited.. i juss dont want him to go off track! n i want him n mary to work out.. which i have no doubt about! she's a really cool girl. so, n he seems to want to stay on tha right track,so im not worried bout nothin! i love adam i really do! hes a great brother! n some one to talk to when i get those needs. hes cool. <--*thas too u lilbooTie
alright so tonight im goin out w. olivia! we havent hung out in liike 2 or 3 days? lol.. so we r gonna go out 2nyt, cuz on wed. i leave for Austin for new years! so we wanna chill b4 i leave!
ok so wed. we are goin to san antonio for like 2 days to stay w/ my tio pachine n see his new crib. aahhh i love my tio pachine, he's soo tight! gave me my first glass of jack daniels. lol. so we are goin there.. then we are goin to austin n stayin in a hotel n we are goin to downtown for this big party for new years. n me n katy get to hit up 6th street! n my tia tina n every1 is gonna be there. so its gonna be hella crazy in down town.. we'll see how messed up me n katy get on new years. lol.
alright so this how is all sortsa kina long n i got stuff 2 do b4 i go out w/ my bestest girl 2nyt!
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| so i figured id do this while i have tha time.
so *thanksgiving* was fuun. we had so much fun like every year. then we went to tha movies n we saw harry potter. lol which was alright. im juss not really into it. but we got to get all tha food we wanted, so i was there. lol. n then friday we went shopping like crazy and then we went to six flags for holiday in tha park. and that was really fun with my tia tina. shes crazy. n saturday we went to tha spa n then went shopping some more. my ma sure was in a good mood during tha break. n then sunday we didnt go to church n we cleaned n all that. so school this week is hella slow n tiring. its sooo boring.
n i want tha weekend to be hea already! friday is gon be fun. me n gina are goin out to dinner n then we are goin to tha movies. n i havent hung out w/ gina in a minute. i loooove hangin out w. gina. so thas def. gonna be fun. n then i havent planned out tha rest of tha weekend, but its gonna be fun. aaalright theeen
so tha holidays n breaks is comin up n i got tonz of babysitting things comin up, so hopefully tha money will be rakin in. which im excited cuz i need tha dough bad.
ok so im on tha phone with olivia n we are talkin bout tha dumbest thikngs. alright so i think im out.
*dueces* | | |
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